d♥ -closed

A sudden disappointment in my heart.
I'm trying so hard to be excited;
But those feelings just vanished out of a sudden.


What is this feeling inside me. Why does it even exist. What's wrong with me. Where's all the excitement that fills me when school reopen? Why am I so distracted because I have no buddies? Do I need to wait for another year before I can make good friends, just like how it was for the past two years? This is really bad, I need to stand up. Don't fall, doris. This isn't your first time.